The Denial and Its Cost
         - Reflections on Nanking Massacre 70 years ago and beyond
 
Tianshu Zhang
High school student
 Fuzhou,  Fujian,  P. R. China
 
Standing in front of the gate of Nanking Massacre Memorial Hall in a humid summer morning, I felt like crying, but with no tears.  There was a huge marble crucifix with two dates carved "1937.12.13~1938.1”.  Staring at the marble, I saw the scar of one nation bleeding.  It seemed that my heart stopped beating.
The Memorial Hall was closed to visitors due to renovation.  I could only let my thoughts fly inside, where one of the darkest pages of human history, the atrocity committed by the Japanese Emperor Army to the people of Nanking during WWII, is recorded.  
 Although Japan launched the war of aggression against China two years prior to Germany’s intrusion into Poland, the fact is hardly known to many people, especially Westerners.  The horror of Nanking massacre and the suffering of Chinese people are barely covered by any Western writers’ work, and became gradually revealed only after the publishing of THE RAPE OF NANKING.  
Description of the catastrophe is chilling, and the cruelty was beyond imagination.  One cannot help but wonder how fragile humanity may be and how vulnerable the civilization of human kind may be.  It seems unreal to have the painstakingly established destroyed in a flash, and the destruction is done by human kind itself.  
People may not be willing to believe that such atrocities ever existed, but we must face the truth no matter how painful it may be.  The facts having been ignored for such a long time, and the concern is we may not learn the lesson as we should have.  Even more alarming is that Japanese right-wingers have been defending the Japanese Emperor Army’s invasion of China and other Asian countries.  They have also attempted repeatedly to deny Nanking massacre and accused China and other countries of making up the Massacre.  But history cannot be distorted.
The tragedy was not just to the Chinese people, it was also one for the Japanese.  People are fallible, and so are nations.  One will not lose his dignity by admitting his wrongdoings.  It is the courage to confront one’s own dark side and the willingness to learn from the past that make it worth.  We can recall that Willy Brandt, the former premier of the Federal Republic of Germany knelt down in front of Warsaw Jewish Martyrs Monument on December 6th, 1970 for his country’s guilt of mistreating the Polish people as well as for waging the war against humanity during WWII.  The great courage and strong sense of responsibility he demonstrated shocked the world and one of the brightest moment in history.  The German government has also committed to compensating war victims for the suffering they had endured, which has won the respect of the world.
As compared with Germany, the attitude of the Japanese government toward its role as war aggressor is disappointing.  Lenin said, “Forgetting the past means betrayal.”  The denial and even twisting of historical facts by certain Japanese right-wingers are insulting and more worrisome.  What lies behind is their nationalism.  Nationalism is distinctly different from patriotism.  Patriotism is the love for one’s motherland and his people, but nationalism is about collective egocentrism, strong willpower, and violence.  The distinctions have been articulated by Iikolay Aleksaidrovich Berdyaev, “Nation and people are absolutely two different things.  To love their own people shows a good feeling; nationalism needs to despise and hate other people.  Nationalism is a potential war.”  Everyone who loves his or her country wants to preserve the dignity of their motherland. But the Japanese right-wingers’ words and action lead just to the opposite.  Dealing with historical issues with the right attitude is the key to improving the relationship between Japan and those countries who suffered from Japanese invasion.  Unfortunately, this denial has become an obstacle in the course.  
Stunned by the unspeakable cruelty of war, one shall look beyond the war itself for soul searching.  War is only a violent means to obtain benefits.  The people who waged wars were all well-educated, and those who kill have their families in their own country.  The duty of soldier is to obey the order.  Fighting in a battle is their work, and losing life for their country is a great honor.  We can accept the fact that death cannot be avoided in war.  But what we cannot understand is that why they tortured the civilians and even put them to death in such a horrible way.  One should ask how the ordinary soldiers turned to beasts, or what may be responsible for such a sudden change in human nature? Was it just an accident or a danger that has been hidden broke out in a sudden?
As far as I know, Japanese have the greatest esteem for bushido - an extreme spirit of devotion.  Bushido transformed into militarism step by step during the world’s Great Depression period.  In order to shake off its economic crisis, the Japanese government chose external expansion.  Leaving home, bleeding in nowhere, and uncertainty of future is a difficult text to every soldier.  So the policy makers need a more powerful volition to control their army better.  With the strong will is training in cold blood.  The stronger the body can be, the firmer the mind can be.  As I learned more by literature search about the details of Japanese military training, I cannot help sympathizing with those Japanese soldiers who destroyed one of the richest and most beautiful cities of my nation.  They were instilled the idea of war.  At a tender age, they were controlled tightly and brain-washed.  They were under tight control.  Through bitter and even inhuman military training, soldiers were forced to suppress their desires and emotion.  However, like temporarily dormant volcanoes, stifled hate and anger will break out sooner or later.  Unfortunately, war became a way of venting.  Killing and committing other war crimes became the only and most gratifying way to serve their animal desire.  Their acts are despicable, but they are also the victims of war, physically and emotionally.  
 
We should not only remember the wonderful gift, but also the evil we suffered……forgetting is the abandonment of memory, betrayed memory, is the perfidy of history. In other words, forgetting is to take the risk of war.
                                                                             - Elie Wiesel
 
Soul searching is not at all easy.  People tend to opt to forget for various reasons.  For the right-wing Japanese, they may have chosen to forget, to deny, and to twist that particular piece of history for political reasons or out of their nationalism.  If I am offended by the Japanese right-wingers’ behavior, I am saddened by that of many forgetful Chinese, teenagers in particular.  When asked about their view of Japan, most of them will cry for Japan carton, pop stars, and fashionable clothes and hairstyle.  Only a few would mention the painful past.  Several years ago, a host of a popular entertainment program, when asked about the number of the death in Nanking massacre, her first response was, “I don’t know.”  Being told by her co-host the number of victims, she uttered out, “how few!”  She may be just ignorant of history, but what she showed may be a reflection of the current mindset of many Chinese teenagers.  Maybe looking at the miserable past is too heavy to bear, but we should never forget what our predecessors have gone through to fight for the course of great country.  If we do not respect history ourselves, how can we expect an apology from the Japanese government and those who have committed the heinous crime?    
As a developing country, China will play a more important role in the world.  For Japan, building on its economic strength, enhancing its international reputation is its ambition.  The best direction for both China and Japan is to face up the historical issues and to take proper actions to improve bilateral relations.  In the recent past, the communication between China and Japan appears to be in a strange situation, the so-called cold in political and hot in economy.  The foot-setting on the wrong side of history by the Japanese right-wingers and the ambiguity of the Japanese government should be responsible.  We are not suggesting hatred and revenge that may lead ourselves to nationalism.  But it is high time for all parties involved to face up the issues and to prepare us for the future, prosperous and peaceful.  
Only not forgetting the past, can we be the masters in the future.  Only by remembering the darkness and evil, can we be away from them.